OMG

i have the worst news ever..shawn was driving to my house and he got in a car crash on tuesday  and they took him to the E*R and he was put into intensive care..then on wendsday his body basically went into shutdown and they put him on lyfe support and all this stuff..and i never left his side..i just sat there and slowly watched him die..his parents came in this morning at like 2 am and they told the doctors to pull the plug..omg i had to fight to urge to stab his parents in the face but i didnt..i fought it..cus i didnt want to get dirty..and shawn would have hated me for killing his family..but so the story goes..my baby..my friend..my heart..my wolrd died 2day..this morning..thursday may 26th 2005 at 3:37am..god y him..he didnt do anything wrong..and its my fault..y didnt i die..y..y was i safe?

i need u nikol..i need a friend anybody somebody plz..

chris

shawns car is the green 1..

omgawsh its has been awile i 4got my pw lol..yea its cus im blonde...lol..but neways..how is every1..im just fyne..i still have no i*ms lol..but yea i g2g just wanted to say..

you should chek out nikols new layouts site..they r really cute..

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RaWr

hi again..

i stayed home sik 2day cus im sik..coff coff..im getting ready to go over to nikols house and we watched chasing liberty..o my that guy is a hot*t hehe mandy moore is a cutie too.

wel im at nikols still and im using her comp..and our mommy ish gettin a lil pissy \o\

RaWr

Hi..

i had an ok day..it was good untill 4th period then it was great this girl got the shit knocked out of her..the other girl slammed her head againest the desk and cut her head open..and the she beat her face in then jumped on her head when she hit the ground..yea ow..

any ways..im bored so im gonna go eat some foods..

feel free to i*m me ..i have no ppl on my buddylist so yea..im pretty much asking u to i*m me kk

RaWr

omg i didnt get any sleep last nite

**yawns** im so fukn tired i mite fall asleep just typing this.lol

ok u no wut its official nobody loves chris..no body ever comment and shawn gets like 30 a week...**tears** its cus im ugli isnt it..

o well i g2g

RaWr